Being a Mommy.

I think i got a bit emotional in the middle of it. What's with getting heal from all those nasty wounds and having to take care your baby and not enough sleep. But i'm lucky enough to have my hubby and my mom as my pillar of support. 

My pregnancy flew by without any complications or problems which i'm most thankful. I don't have nausea or vomiting or even swollen leg like any other pregnant woman. I am just me plus a round belly and bigger appetite. I even had a very easy delivery where my water broke and around 10 minutes of pushing my baby out. And i am so lucky to have my dear support in labour room. It's really a wonderful moment for us. 

To top it all i am glad my baby had 2 grand mom at last and my dear being happily reunited. It has been tough on him not having proper family to support him and he had come so far to change for the better. 

I hope family would stay together no matter what happen. And i hope my family would be strong and full of love. Money, can be seek but love should always come free.

Oh My Pantang!

It's totally traditional and it's so excruciating. All i need is water and water. I don't care about anything else except water. But even those were scarce in my world for this term. Hu hu sadly i knew well to obey my mom than anything else. I tell you she's got that something that every mom got..the power to said i told you so..hu hu..

So i'm all in the mood to obey the orders for now so that my body would heal up neat and nicely. 

 

Oh yeah.. the baby was out!! I'm so in love again...sighhh

Labour day - IKEA Hotdog

There were so many people everywhere. At first we thought of watching movies and we went out pretty early. First, we took our breakfast the ever fattening Nasi Lemak..and then i told my dear why not we watch the movie at One Utama. So, he drove us but since we are so early and surely there will be nothing open there then we just went to The Curve. 

Some more the weather was quite down yesterday. So it's still early and no movies yet so i told him lets walk to Ikea. And that's the first time my dear tried those famous cheap hotdog .. ( gasppp) yeah..ha ha

Since there aren't so many people around yet so we don't have to wait the line..so to speak..and he hate that..i guess i am too.. so there you are our first IKEA hotdog together..ha ha

Facebook / Social Network Avatar

This is just so funny and so true.. you can't actually tell the person you saw on social network such as facebook as same as the person you met in real life. They are actually prettier/sexier or cuter in the internet world than in real life. Some more if that person is someone you knew and it will be so hilarious to see him/her doing all that cute stuff when they are not really all that..

But hey it's a fantasy and it's not wrong trying to look your best. But don't go until so extreme that when your friends tag your unplanned picture, it came out as a shock to your followers.. 

Anyway what you do is your responsibility and even as MAPOTI which come on..all of us must have done that at one time..just enjoy and don't over do it.. there's always a real world out there..he he

New Kittens

We got 4 add up to our growing family yesterday nite..but alas we should give some to other since our place not so big for so many cats..

My dear has become official kitten midwife whilst i enjoyed my sleeping time..ha ha..there's always first time of everything right!

MAPOTI - Most Annoying People On The Internet

Just read about it on The Star today and it's kind a interesting.. and saw this awesome video for it..

Nasty beb!

Are you one of them..ha ha..

Chillies Crab Home Made Style

Finally we ate it last nite and believe it or not my dear cooked it himself. And truthfully it tasted really good. Yummeh!

Gotta love to have someone who loves to cook at house and i really like to eat home cooked meal.. any meal made with love even how simple will taste really divine for me ;)

New Baby - Luqman Haqeem

Finally after all this waiting and suspense.. he was borne.. such a handsome little boy and so tiny.. 

Welcome to the world cutie pie and we'll love you!

Current Trend - Gwiyomi???

O.M.G...why so many trend come out nowadays.. If i live in the past then suddenly gotten haul into the future i would be Jurassic Park loh.. and believe me people like my dear is one of the dinosaur in this year round. I don't think a lot of guys ( real one not those pretty/sissy/k-pop type ) especially mature one really took all this cultural change seriously and i'm glad my dear still uphold his traditional values. Not that i'm going to criticize someone who does but i prefer my man traditional and manly- thank you very much!

So as long as he don't know what the heck is Gwiyomi i can breathe easily. Last time we had this Meme - where everyone proposed using flash card or what ever and then come the Psy horse dance and before that flash mob.. urghh hard to keep up sometimes. There's tons other stuff that become social uproar and sometimes it's just plain stupid. 

Well maybe you look at those cute Korean and think it's just soo kawaiee to do stuff like that- well they had to make use their plastic surgery cuteness right.. and show it to the world in the cutest way..but for me things like Gwiyomi is child's play. It's cute to see kids do it but not so on adults. But then it's my opinion as a boring, traditional not so social adults. What do i know, right?

Candy Crush Saga

Isn't it the best game ever..i played mostly pretty simple game like Zuma, Cubis, Bookworm and now i'm so crazy about Candy Crush Saga. When i started played that time not so many of my buddies in facebook play it but after a while it has become a phenomenon. My stage already at 140 and having to use our netbook to play it really sucks. 

It's like a social frenzy amongst friends cause my dear also got hooked up after i urged him to play. Anyway it's a good game that give you no pressure what so ever other than to beat up the stages and your friends as well. But i'm totally in the lead between us both. 

And the graphic is totally yummeh!

Love : You Become One

People says when a couple really match then their face will be quite similar to each other. Actually until now i find it's kind a correct thing. Try to look at a picture of a couple you've known been together quite long or married and see the resemblance between the two. 

You'll be surprised at how much they look like each other. 

Hotlink The Thief

I'm actually still seething with fury over my lost of credit yesterday. And a lot of my friends having the same problem as well. Since we are using prepaid plan it doesn't even worth it to call foul into it and call their customer service which needed us to pay for the calls. Yeah, very stupid. 

I complaint at their facebook and all they reply is complaint at their twitter or use their forum. What a jerk. They only know how to take peoples money. I think a lot of person start to change to Celcom or Digi already because of this. 

HOTLINK or MAXIS you SUCKS big time..

Pretty in the Eye of a Man

There is this girl

She thinks she's pretty that she had to have it all

The money, a handsome prince and his heart

But she forgot who she is

A pretty face that wouldn't last

And worse she don't have a loving heart

It's every normal girl dreams i think to be beautiful in whatever state they are in the eye of a man. Especially the one who matter. 

For me loving meaning giving with hearts without asking anything back. I mean if i need money i can actually work and earn it myself so there's no need for me to go and look for guys with tons of money. I just need someone responsible enough for himself  so that he can love me for myself. 

It is sad for those who seek money more than love. It's like they are giving their heart a value to be sell. I've seen those a lot. Sure, sometimes they landed on gold mines but you cannot pretend to love someone and live with him for long. This one i can vouch for it. Eventually true colours will come out. 

Personally, i have an experience dealing with this kind of situation. The way i handle it that time.. i just let go and pray that he realize how wrong he has been about letting me go and at the same time hoping he suffer for it. I guess he got both.. now he became a better person..someone with hearts and responsibility.. I just hope people who matter realize how he had changed to be better and be proud of him like i have too..

As a women i know deep in our heart we just need to be cherish, love, pampered and having a shoulder to lean on. Money might be important but it's just something we can work on..love and heart on the other round need to come naturally. 

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Long Time No Post - Bro Wedding

I am still alive if you are wondering where the hell am i and why there's no new update on this blog..sighh let me be perasan for a while k..i know whoever you are reading this blog felt none whatsoever feelings about me and my damn day to day life.. 

But i'm still shameless in my pursuit of being perasan to the max. It's my blog anyway and i've been blogging nonsense since like forever..duhh..

For past month i've been busy travelling back to my home town helping my mom with my eldest bro wedding. I like wedding as simple as it can get but my bro like it as grand as it can get..so more work for mastermind like me lah.. anyway all is done and i'm glad the nightmares were over..seriously i love my family but they can drive you crazy sometimes..

 

But then even it's not my wedding my bff's still came to support me and it's their birthday so they got their cakes..between us we can celebrate anything..anywhere..even on my brother's wedding day. I made those cupcakes they're holding..puff..puff -->being proud..ha ha

Anyway my life's never been boring and even when it is, i choose it that way cause i'm a pretty lay back person.. i believe in living life to the fullest but still being responsible in a way you are rational about being on this earth.. whatever you see other people live their life it can never be the same for you cause we all have things we are responsible with like family, friends, expenses, bills to pay and ect..so don't compare yourself and certainly don't take money as everything.. 

Did Life Agree With me?

I don't know. Maybe they don't maybe i'm too hard or too responsible for my own good. It's just not a good  day for me either way. Mumbling something like this to the public. Ha!

Anyway it's my blog and i'm allowed to write anything in it. 

Sometimes i just hope i can left everything and someone will pick it up for me. But alas it's just dream. No one will ever let me be carefree and without burden. There will always something or someone to care and honestly i'm quite tired of it. Sounded selfish but tried to be in my position and you'll agreed that i'm in much overdue need of reprieve. 

Through out these years i made quite a fortune but there's always someone to help, something to pay and debts of others i need to pay for. I'm whining after good deeds i know, i know..so shoot me.. i'm allowed to whine..why won't i'm being allowed cause i've done all that with the purest of my heart and never asked to be repaid. But sometimes someone i helped tend to be thinking they are the world and it's my duty to help them without asking anything..not even appreciation and respect..

It's just pisses me off. And every time i need to tell myself that we don't grumble after helping and we certainly doesn't recount each and every bit of it. So here i am grumbling to the world anonymously, i'm being good here since i don't go shrieking to them about all these crap. Now i'm saying it's crap.. how delusional am i.. 

But i feel a lot better after all these rantings. But i do wish i can just walk away from everything and be irresponsible for once. Regretfully i am not that kind of person so i just have to bare with all this heart ache and hope god take pity on me and pave an easy way for me. 

Until then life just goes on and i'm allowed to be angry, swearing and locking my self in a room as long as i keep all these stupid moral responsibilities going on and make other people life easier whilst mine hell.. 

Life sucks! 

Me on Being A Person

I pledge to "Never Judge a Person Before You Knew Them" but sometimes you're the very person being judged. I know it sound so cliché but even real live can resemble television drama. Sometimes when i watch those Hong Kong Family dramas i was like arghh, urghh..why they don't just do that or do this but when it comes to real lives you knew you would let it be like that as well.  It's seems like total drama but real life sucks more than that. 

Sometimes i hope i can be an actor with scripts so that i have more guts to make different in life. In the end i'm not and i'm just hoping that people doesn't get me wrong. Cause it's easy to form an opinion about someone you hasn't met and think the worst about that person. 

But when you get to know me better you'll have the good person i am along with other benefits..ha ha seems like i'm promoting myself. It's just i'm tired of thinking like i've been tainted with darts and my judgement has passed. Now i'm the convicted felony and 100% the bad guy. 

Anyway whoever thinks i'm a bad story must be nuts. I have couples of idiots who would vouch that i'm the best thing in their lives ( ha ha totally perasan). But then people can think whatever they want and i cannot stop them also. So, i'll just go on with my wonderful life and pray they want to be in it as well..