Nursery, Diapers & All in Between - Part 1

First time being a mom is really a learning process. You got to experience a lot of first time stuff..like what milk to buy, which diapers to choose and how to pick a nursery if you're a working mother. When Kaka was born i even don't know how to give her milk until the lovely nurse teach me how to..

She's really nice..even teach me to swaddle her. Then there's time i need to buy breast milk pump since Kaka's not a big fan of sucking milk. Well since i'm a cheapskate when it comes to unnecessary expenses i often choose cheap alternative. 

My breast milk pump is not those expensive auto that cost cheapest at 200 ringgit. Mine is Pureen Manual Breast pump that i bought at 16 ringgit at Tesco. It's easy to clean and it's totally fine to use. I read some of the mom said it hurt or something using it but it's just nice for me. The trick is to find the focal point where it suits the pressure of the pump. Buy the one with the blue ball where you get to squeeze it for the pressure. That one better than the finger handle one.

For first timer mom, make sure you buy breast pump before you deliver cause sometimes your baby don't know how to suck or drink a bit only at the beginning. And your milk will make your breast really hurt if you just let it fill. Believe me i know cause i caught on fourth or fifth day after delivery cause Kaka drink very little only each time.

Back to Work

First day of work after 2 months of maternity leave. One word.

WOW!

Feels like i've been gone from the scene too long and i miss my baby..my darling busyuk..

 

She like taking pictures and she's so cute.. owhhh... geramnya mommy..

Anyway back to work..another 2 hour plus to kill.. 

Heart Matters

For me i'm all for heart. It's not easy to have someone do something willingly for you unless they are close at heart. Money yeah they can buy anything but heart cut close to the truth always..

Today my dear gave me 2 wallets. Even though it's not exactly Prada or Gucci or expensive or what i would choose for myself i totally happy being surprised by him. He went to bought it for me and surprised me with it when he came back from work today. That's just sweet. 

He said one really similar to his wallet now..white colour and another one should be use when there's function..just leave it to him to think like that..

Anyway he knows i would kill him if buys expensive stuff that totally not worth it and i love him to death cause of that. Heart matters in anything you do or whatever person done for you..even when it's not ur thing.. come on..white ??? anyway i'll use it anyway..thanks for both wallet dear ;)

Late Nite Blues

It's only me not sleeping yet. Both my baby ( daddy n his girl) already asleep. Some more with this cold weather with drizzling rain. Wahh really perfect for sleeping. I'm playing my Candy Crush and waiting for life right now so no sleeping yet for me. 

How time have change..

Just now me and my darling were recounting our days before this..what we have done..what we have achieved and how we evolved through all this.. we actually have a baby now. It's really something you ponder over time. 

How quickly time flew and we actually living in something in the past we wonder what it's going to be..

Who would i marry ? How's my child will look ? That sort of stuff and now i'm living it knowing the answer to all that.. 

Thank god we made it this far and happily together..may god will bless us with wonderful life amongst our family and friends..

Lucky My Baby

My darling baby is so lucky with a lot of people love her. Just now my besties came over to see her and it.s really nice seeing her being cuddled by them. 

During this period she already got a lot of ang pau and hampers. Also play stuff from her grand mom.  

No wonder Malays has a saying that when a baby borne it will bring wealth and prosperity in the family. 

Rezeki anak orang kata. 

Oh My Pantang!

It's totally traditional and it's so excruciating. All i need is water and water. I don't care about anything else except water. But even those were scarce in my world for this term. Hu hu sadly i knew well to obey my mom than anything else. I tell you she's got that something that every mom got..the power to said i told you so..hu hu..

So i'm all in the mood to obey the orders for now so that my body would heal up neat and nicely. 

 

Oh yeah.. the baby was out!! I'm so in love again...sighhh

New Kittens

We got 4 add up to our growing family yesterday nite..but alas we should give some to other since our place not so big for so many cats..

My dear has become official kitten midwife whilst i enjoyed my sleeping time..ha ha..there's always first time of everything right!

New Baby - Luqman Haqeem

Finally after all this waiting and suspense.. he was borne.. such a handsome little boy and so tiny.. 

Welcome to the world cutie pie and we'll love you!

Love : You Become One

People says when a couple really match then their face will be quite similar to each other. Actually until now i find it's kind a correct thing. Try to look at a picture of a couple you've known been together quite long or married and see the resemblance between the two. 

You'll be surprised at how much they look like each other. 

Pretty in the Eye of a Man

There is this girl

She thinks she's pretty that she had to have it all

The money, a handsome prince and his heart

But she forgot who she is

A pretty face that wouldn't last

And worse she don't have a loving heart

It's every normal girl dreams i think to be beautiful in whatever state they are in the eye of a man. Especially the one who matter. 

For me loving meaning giving with hearts without asking anything back. I mean if i need money i can actually work and earn it myself so there's no need for me to go and look for guys with tons of money. I just need someone responsible enough for himself  so that he can love me for myself. 

It is sad for those who seek money more than love. It's like they are giving their heart a value to be sell. I've seen those a lot. Sure, sometimes they landed on gold mines but you cannot pretend to love someone and live with him for long. This one i can vouch for it. Eventually true colours will come out. 

Personally, i have an experience dealing with this kind of situation. The way i handle it that time.. i just let go and pray that he realize how wrong he has been about letting me go and at the same time hoping he suffer for it. I guess he got both.. now he became a better person..someone with hearts and responsibility.. I just hope people who matter realize how he had changed to be better and be proud of him like i have too..

As a women i know deep in our heart we just need to be cherish, love, pampered and having a shoulder to lean on. Money might be important but it's just something we can work on..love and heart on the other round need to come naturally. 

BFF's Rendezvous!

Yesterday nite we went out together to dinner. Since we met at my friends workplace near Melawati so either we went to Wangsa Walk ( eww already) or Festival City Mall. So we choose for Festival City Mall since Nurul haven't been there yet.

Guess where we eat yesterday ?

Ha ha cause there are so many places to choose i suggest that we go for Sakura Kristal cause i just loves their mixed grill and knew they will too.. so Nurul ordered Tomyam Meehoon, her ice blended and i ordered mixed grill for me and Zura. She's the light eater in the group. Cause i cough a lot i went for hot chinese tea and Zura Sea Coconut Longan i think. 

Anyway they just loves the food there. Correct right both of u..he he.. anyway Nurul taken some picture with her Iphone 4s ( bragging) and she's a little slow at uploading so just have to wait la..

And thanks Zura for tons of Chocolates she bought for me from Langkawi.. yummeh!

Dine In during Holiday..Classy

The long holiday tend to make me a lazy bums.. it is more relaxing being at house than with a lot of other people outside it.. So as i enjoy the serenity of being off from slavery at work i need to eat also.. then come a man who become my lazy ness savior and cooked for me..yeay for that and yummy for my tummy..

My snack..

My salad.. oh those strawberries freshly pick from Genting Highland

My main course.. Spaghetti Olio with Lamb

My appetizer - special request from me.. Tofu with Thai Sauce

Well there goes my tummy booster for the holiday..today i'm working and tomorrow and day after i'm not again.. so have a great weekend and gastronomy affairs (^;^)

Dating Day and Super Cute Pillow

We always have our dating day..just a day to chill out, dating and eating.. we went for Sushi yesterday since i really felt like eating it..since there are no interesting movie to watch we just walk around a bit and my dear bought this cute pillow for me..it is quite long actually and quite comfy for a lay back day in front of the tv..

I actually got 2 small size one in my car and this was accidentally stumble upon a big size one..anyway it's super cute for me and i lovesss it so much..

My Best Friend Wedding

To my best buddy Pn Shida congrats on your wedding.. you look so lovely and happy and i'm happy for you too my dear..

We have known each other like forever and we've more like sisters than friends.. i love that we can share things, feelings and we never felt insulted to one another no matter what.. we don't have bad feelings upon each other no matter what happen and that's so precious to me..

To her i wish happy in life and i love you babe..

Last Weekend!

I was sweaty and hot after the struggling of plucking these Rambutans off the tree. My so called sick friend had to climb tree and amputated most of the branches.. ha ha..kesian dia..

 My Fav..yellow rambutans..

 I felt so bad..i was actually visiting her and she end up taking rambutans for me and coconut milk ..she's really the nicest bff i am honored to have..luv u babes ;)

 Belakang rumah dia..ha ha..a lot of fruits around her house..

It's a hot day but anyway i managed to get all sweaty and full..and even got to eat her tasty Laksa..how to loose weight like this..sighhh..

Love is Unrational..

"Jangan sesekali mengucapkan selamat tinggal jika kamu masih mahu mencuba.
Jangan sesekali menyerah jika kamu masih merasa sanggup.
Jangan sesekali mengatakan kamu tidak mencintainya lagi jika kamu masih tidak dapat melupakannya"

Translation : 

Don't say goodbye if you still want to try. Don't give up if you still up to it. Don't you ever say that you don't love him if you still can't forget him.

Saw these words on Facebook just now..how true it is isn't it..some of us just letting go but then suddenly felt regrets of doing so..not fighting.. 

For me i just let the love come to me cause i felt that i had enough fighting, loving and caring for things i love and for someone i adore. Love always have been constructive and destructive. We somehow will blame it on other person , i know at one point i do but then i choose to let it go. Cause at some point you will care for that person that you had love and cherished memory you've made together..

And who are you to say that you never hurt his feeling and cause him pain until he needed to get away from you.. in this world there's no such thing as right or wrong.. cause every mind think differently..what's wrong for us doesn't mean wrong for other person.. there's just conscience.. knowing our self whether we've made the right decision or not.. 

Or whether we had done mistakes that cannot be forgiven by someone who trusted us dearly.. love, lies, pain, hurt and happiness.. they will always be in our lives.. it's the matter of how we perceived it and dealt with it..

Remember wrong or right we've made the choices..

Damn! Time Flew..

Wow..i've been so busy from the beginning of New Year with works. Luckily my working hours very nice 5 days a week, 9-5.30pm. I wasn't even felt time past by and nearly finish work. It's weekend again and time for rejuvenation. Last week we went hiking and this week i plan to just sit at home and relax. Just enjoy being with your love one..isn't it heaven..hopefully we will always be thankful of what we have and always love..

KPJ Ampang Puteri Hospital Visitation

view taken by my Samsung phone..Sundown..4th floor KPJ Ampang Puteri Hospital

Yesterday i took half day and went visit my bff at this hospital. Private with pricey parking. Grrr..we kena Rm10.50 ohh..for 3 hours i think.. This hospital on the other side of Flamingo.. my bad that i wrongly taken my friend word and end up at Hospital Ampang in Pandan Indah. Just so funny and yours truly looks like he going to wring my pretty neck..but all and all we just laugh at the end of the day..

My New Year Present

Really loves this gift i got from yours truly..moo moo mug with lid..so kawaiee..

What We Do On Shopping Day!

Captured them on Camera..that's my mom, little brother and older brother..and also my niece..my bro was excited when his weight gone up from being skinny..ha ha..and my mom was like..what!! this thing is broken..ha ha