Love Love Love

Happy

I will feel happy if I never love

I will feel happy if I never met him

I will feel happy if I never give out my heart

But will I be happy being only with myself, alone and ignorance

Love

I am happy when I’m in love

I am sad when my love got hurt

But if I never love then I’ll never got to taste life itself

Heart

If I don’t know love then I never know happiness

If I don’t know love then I never know I can endure sadness

If I never give my heart away doesn’t it means I am not human

Me

I am happy when I am in love and my heart never feel such bliss when he love me

But when he hurt me my happiness disappear and my love lessen

Whilst my heart was torn to bit and pieces

But that is life colorful and bright sometimes

Dark and stormy on the other

If we never climb the stairs we never know what view we have up there

If we never fall we never know how to run freely without scared that we’ll fall again

And if we never love we never knew how’s life begin and how’s it end..

Poems or My Heart's Voice

Last time during my Uni years i always wrote poems or specifically my heart's voice. That time i even wrote song for my bester buddy. But time come and go and sadly so did people. But then she reminded me who am i during that time and how free am i in expressing my feelings. Sometimes i just hope life is just as easy when you are still young and bare no responsibility. But then with responsibility we gets wiser and happier intact cause we are part of something and we are worth something also. So, to my friend thanks for the memory and reminder of who am i and who i can be.. which is better in time i hope.. xoxo gurl..

You're my sunshine after the rain 

The purest things in my feeling and dream

When i lose you i feel the pain 

And my heart never feels the same

You guide me through mischief and games

Through happiness and through everything

Never once we lose our footing 

We challenge the world with our own feeling 

But years gone by we are miles apart

And still you’re safe in my heart

A special place I save for you

Never will fade never will lost

Cause heart knows best

And I like to keep you there safe

Forever and always..

Hmm it might be a wee bit off but i am happy with my feelings.. May you forever be happy my friend no matter where you are and what you do =)

Contrary Proverbs..

Every Action has an equal and an opposite reaction? Similarly, every proverb has an equal and an opposite proverb! There always exist two sides of the same coin! You be the better judge…



All good things come to those who wait.


BUT


Time and tide wait for no man.



The pen is mightier than the sword.


BUT


Actions speak louder than words.



Wise men think alike.


BUT


Fools seldom differ.



The best things in life are free.


BUT


There's no such thing as a free (best) lunch.



Slow and steady wins the race.


BUT


Time waits for no man.




Look before you leap.


BUT


Strike while the iron is hot.



Do it well, or not at all.


BUT


Half a loaf is better than none.



Birds of a feather flock together.


BUT


Opposites attract.



Don't cross your bridges before you come to them.


BUT


Forewarned is forearmed.



Doubt is the beginning of wisdom.


BUT


Faith will move mountains.



Great starts make great finishes.


BUT


It ain't over 'till it's over.



Practice makes perfect.


BUT


All work and no play makes Jack a dull boy.



Silence is golden.


BUT


The squeaky wheel gets the grease.




You're never too old to learn.


BUT


You can't teach an old dog new tricks



What's good for the goose is good for the gander.


BUT


One man's meat is another man's poison.



Absence makes the heart grow fonder.


BUT


Out of sight, out of mind.



Too many cooks spoil the broth.


BUT


Many hands make light work.



Hold fast to the words of your ancestors.


BUT


Wise men make proverbs and fools repeat them.

Walk around TAR & Butik First Lady

11.10.2010

Last nite after work I accompany my friend to buy clothes for her upcoming seminar. She suppose to go on behalf of her superior and she wanted to wear decent clothes there. So we decided to meet up after work and walk around. We have 2 choice either going to KL Sentral or Jln TAR and we decide to go to the latter since there will be more places to look. We met each other at around 7 pm and we go to each store who put Baju Kurung at their shop. Personally I like street shopping because you’ll find something differ from shopping complex’s products at reasonable price.

And for someone like me who really always fall in love at first sight, it’s rather a savior to my pocket. As we walk we found a lot of pretty clothes ( I bought one) and bags ( I’m crazy about them and I bought one also) and shoes ( don have enough money to buy..hu hu) and they are cheap, cheap, cheap gurlz.. Baju kurung u can get as low as Rm45 and cotton baju kurung ( a fashion now) at RM65.

I know during Raya time you can get it at RM50 but you can bargain when it’s street shopping. Just don’t be shy about it. It’s fun and you don’t have anything to lose. So at last my friend bought 2 baju kurung at First Lady. It’s cheap and the designs are pretty good. Me myself wanted to buy but don’t have enough money..sob sob sob..

After that we went to eat KFC across the street and went back home.. it’s really nice to go for a walk after work coz it can clear your mind and makes u more relax..

Williams Mamak Hawker's Food Review

 10.10.2010

My trip to Williams at Kelana Jaya was so sudden that we just suicidally go without knowing the proper direction. I just remember Kak Lina told me that it’s close to Plaza Mayang ( which right in front of Williams actually) and it’s got so many people eating there. Yup she was right about so many people eating there but fret not cause they are the only place open there. There one row of seats and I don’t think people have to wait to get table. The service are fast and the foods are in big portion. So for you guys who wanna try it, remember one dish you can share for 2 person and sometimes even 3.

I’m coming from Bandar Utama so I have to make a U-turn when I see the King Crab on my right hand side. So after U-turn I go straight and take the left turn. After that see one traffic light and take left there. Go straight and take right turn and there you can see a hawker tepi jalan stall with a lot of person. It’s not much of environment but where there’s good food there’s sure a hell of lotsa person.

One we were seated, the guys come to take order. There’s no menu and I’m sweating and a bit stunt when they repeatedly asking what we wanna eat. Hey it’s my first time and I donno what they’re good at. That place is like all in one. It’s like several stall combine into one. They got western, Indians, Malay food and many – many food. Yeah they wrote some of it at the black board inside the stall which they say just half of the menu they have.

SO, tell them what your fav things on your mind and they’ll have it. You can also ask them what’s good ( which is silly – of coz they say all ) and they’ll recommend according your choosen type of food. We ate Olio Spaghetti Seafood ( RM30 ) and Nan Cheese ( RM5) and drink Ribena Longan ( RM7). I feel like vomited because it’s a large portion. Luckily I don’t order another dish.

Yup, for hawker’s style of food with no aircond and just cheap table and chair it seem pretty expensive. But after you eat the food you will feel it’s worth every penny. The Seafood Olio Spaghetti really fresh and the seafood are a lot.

They cook the seafood nicely not overcook and just yummy. My nan cheese are so cheesy and big that I have to leave one slice back there. And we both can’t finish the ribena longan because it’s so big and the longan were a lot. It’s like one whole tin of longan inside. There you go. As we can’t eat a lot my review just limited to this dishes. But we will be back to try on new things. 

I heard their Manggo Lassi are pretty nice ..hmm 

My Second time went there & i bring my friend ;)

Mixed Grilled - I don remember the price but around Rm60/Rm80. Got big prawn, stuffed squids, salmon, crab, ect..really worth the price & can be eaten by at least 4 person.

 

Yogurt drink - so tasty & the other famous drink is Soda Herb ( must try) 

One World Hotel Lunch Buffet

My Boss the front one.. me and my office mate..

Just got back from Lunch Buffet at Cinnamon One World Hotel, Bandar Utama. Since our office quite near and my boss want a convenient place so here we are.. Today ( 12.10 ) are my boss birthday and every year he will lavish on us for lunch. So year before this we ate at Equatorial Hotel, KL but because of the selection has been very bad year after year so he decided that we need a change of place.

After reading some reviews on hotels lunch buffet ( which are rare to find because people normally eat dinner buffet) i narrow it down into 3. Concord ( Jln SUltan Ismail ), Nikko Hotel and Cinnamon One World Hotel. So my boss said, Concord- don't want la , hard to park, Nikko - so far la, One World - okla near some more 5 star, mesti ok.

So at 12 we went there and feast on the food. I mean it's really worth it ( even one person RM72++ , like 80 bucks la) and the arrays of foods are a lot. There are western, japanese ( limited but u can count on the sashimi ), tandoori chicken, satay ( beef, chicken & lamb), 3 types of dim sum, 2 types of pizza, gravy dishes, spaghetti, oyster porridge and their desert was awesome ( hey they got ice cream, chocolate fountain, fruits, ice kacang, yummy cheese, cakes and lotsa lotsa happiness for the sweet tooth) .

There you have it..If u're planning on having a buffet i would recommend Cinnamon. The tastes of food are there and the selection are vast and the services are also satisfying.

So thanks to my boss cause belanja us today for lunch and happy birthday to you. You are the best boss i've ever had =)

Sorry i got lost

Yup, i've been so busy and frustrated that what i've done in my spare time is read, read and read. It just kept me out of the stress and buying me out of thinking. Well my life is not so great right now. I got ring but not married yet but we're still happy and all. It's just kinda hard to get married when you're not rich enough and your family is kinda so - so and your future hubby is a chinese. Yup, he is chinese and i got this sort of problems of converting and it's not so simple ok guys. There's a lot of step to take and also time which we obviously don't have. Working and some more ourstation and family really stressing me.

Thank god my father is ok already and my mom always been so healthy and i hope it stays that way. Last week we went to One Utama and eat at The Italianese.

Kinda expensive and not worth it. I rather eat at The Garden, still in One Utama ground floor. It's delicious there and the price is kinda great for western food. The food also good.

The last movie i see is Clash of the Titans which sort of rubbish. Well sorry for my sentence but it is. The plot did not fully develop and every scene is short. You'll not feel satisfied watching it. I guess that's it..

2012

Yesterday nite i watch this movie with my BF. Very full the TGV..only got front line empty. At the end of the show i got craned neck =)

But it's a good movie with amazing CG used. But most of all it promotes family values and human values. It's kinda scary to look at thinking if it will happen to us.

Just go and watch but make sure u call for ur ticket first guys..

Why emotions can kill

It certainly will kill when you had too much of it wrapped with yucky mustards.. it's killing me the horrible piercing statue of others thought. I hate when somebody make it a fuss about something so simple..
Why you want ruined the days with stupid nonsense worry-ness that going to get everything in your way away( me la tu- yes i'm talking bout my BF la ).. come on man live while you can and get along with life..

Everyone have problems..i have mine and mine is worse if you considering my nomoneynotevennearsalaryandi'mdoingalltheaccountantworkplusmyworkand
i'mfreakinggonnacrybecausei'msoexhaustedandcan'thaveholidaysbecausenobodydotheworks kinda conditions unmanageable.. yes i'm freakin gonna cry because i'm so exhausted and i know that because my head started to get pretty warm..sighhhh

Why anyone would even consider their problem bigger than mine.. i still haven't pay the rent and i'm so sad i can't sent more money to my parents and my BF thinks his problem bigger than mine..yeah, right..

And don't let me start on my internet connection that get munch by rats.. oh, no i'm just going to explode and my min meeting still not finish and i got delivery order to be write and accounts that have to key in and do some adjustment and an unsure wedding.. and yeah i'm going to cry..

warghhhhh...sob..sob..sob

How I Was Born - Really cute n funny too!!!

A little boy goes to his father and asks 'Daddy, how was I born?'

The father answers, 'Well, son, I guess one day you will need to find out anyway!

Your Mom and I first got together in a chat room on Yahoo. Then I set up a date via e-mail with your Mom and we met at a cyber-cafe. We sneaked into a secluded room, and googled each other. There your mother agreed to a download from my hard drive. As soon as I was ready to upload, we discovered that neither one of us had used a firewall, and since it was too late to hit the delete button, nine months later a little Pop-Up appeared that said:

Scroll down...You'll love this .....

'You got Male!

Award Joke

This particular joke won an award for the best joke in a competition held in Britain

Banta Singh walks into a bar in London , orders 3 glasses of beer and sits in the backyard of the room, drinking a sip out of each one in turn.When he finishes, he comes back to the bar counter and orders 3 more. 

The bartender asks him, "You know, beer goes flat after I fill it in the glass; it would taste better if you buy one at a time."

Banta Singh replies, "Well, you see, I have two brothers. One is in Dubai , the other in Canada and I'm here in London . When they left home, we promised that we'll drink this way to remember the days when we drank together."

The bartender admits this is a nice custom and leaves it there.

Banta Singh became a regular in the bar and would always drink the same way. He'd order 3 Beers and drink them in turn.

One day, he came in and ordered only 2 Beers. All the other regulars notice and fall silent.When he comes back to the bar for the second round, the bar tender says, "I don't want to intrude on your grief, but I wanted to offer my sincere condolences on your great loss."

Banta Singh looked confused for a moment, and then he laughs.... "Oh, no,"He said, "Everyone's fine; both my brothers are alive. The only thing is . . I just quit drinking!"

P/S : For me it's not really funny..but who knows for you eh !!!

Amazing reply by J.P. Morgan CEO to a Pretty Girl - Circular Email =)

Amazing reply by J.P. Morgan CEO to a Pretty girl.

A young and pretty lady posted this on a popular forum:

Title: What should I do to marry a rich guy?

I'm going to be honest of what I'm going to say here. I'm 25 this year. I'mvery pretty, have style and good taste. I wish to marry a guy with $500kannual salary or above. You might say that I'm greedy, but an annual salaryof $1M is considered only as middle class in New York . My requirement isnot high. Is there anyone in this forum who has an income of $500k annualsalary? Are you all married?

I wanted to ask: what should I do to marry rich persons like you? Among those I've dated, the richest is $250k annual income, and it seems that this is my upper limit. If someone is going to move into high cost residential area on the west of New York City Garden ( ? ) , $250k annual income is not enough.

I'm here humbly to ask a few questions:

1) Where do most rich bachelors hang out? (Please list down the names andaddresses of bars, restaurant, gym)

2) Which age group should I target?

3) Why most wives of the riches is only average-looking? I've met a few girls who doesn't have looks and are not interesting, but they are able to marry rich guys

4) How do you decide who can be your wife, and who can only be your girlfriend? (my target now is to get married)

Ms. Pretty

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Amazing reply:

Dear Ms. Pretty,

I have read your post with great interest. Guess there are lots of girls outthere who have similar questions like yours. Please allow me to analyse yoursituation as a professional investor. 

My annual income is more than $500k,which meets your requirement, so I hope everyone believes that I'm notwasting time here.! From the standpoint of a business person, it is a bad decision to marry you.. 

The answer is very simple, so let me explain.Put the details aside, what you're trying to do is an exchange of 'beauty'and 'money': 

Person A provides beauty, and Person B pays for it, fair and square. However, there's a deadly problem here, your beauty will fade, but my money will not be gone without any good reason. The fact is, my in come might increase from year to year, but you can't be prettier year after year.Hence from the viewpoint of economics, I am an appreciation asset, and you are a depreciation asset. It's not just normal depreciation, but exponential depreciation. If that is your only asset, your value will be much worried 10years later.

By the terms we use in Wall Street, every trading has a position, dating with you is also a 'trading position'. If the! trade value dropped we will sell it and it is not a good idea to keep it for long term - same goes with the marriage that you wanted.

It might be cruel to say this, but in order to make a wiser decision any assets with great depreciation value will be sold or 'leased'. Anyone with over $500k annual income is not a fool; we would only date you, but will not marry you. I would advice that you forget looking for any clues to marry a rich guy. And by the way, you could make yourself to become a rich person with $500k annual income. This has better chance than finding a rich fool.

Hope this reply helps ... If you are interested in 'leasing' services, do contact me ...

signed,

CEO J.P. Morgan :)

ha ha kind of funny mingle with interesting and cleverness i would say!! just like to share with u all.. xoxo

So sad, what a luck i have....

Ughhhhh (sound of me disappointed).. my Internet connection have been munch by mice.. aiyo now so hard for me to get online la like that.. and i just freaking got it couple months ago..

Fate, surely got their hand of everything..hope, is just something i hardly want to believe to.. just look how we have been giving false hope in terms of way of living, better transportation and better country. I can look, just how the economy today are affecting poor ones..even me, myself have to struggle to live until the next salary..

And i do agree sometimes that Malays are too pampered that until certain length we've been mock that we cannot live without government aid( kinda embaressing-(did i spell it right) i've been working with non-malays all these times). And who to blame....

P/S : All the art of living lies in a fine mingling of letting go and holding on by Henry Ellis

Balik Kg Tragedy

I really felt like crying during last week Balik Kampung. In fact i saw one girl cried sitting on the staircase near the jejantas at Bukit Jalil. Yup, i'm on my way back to the south, Melaka to be exact.

But i'm just so freakin' angry also that day. On Thursday 17 Sept, my bus time is 7.30pm. I'm working but i take leave early at around 2pm. Yeah i'm quite scared it will be jam and i got a lot of luggage so i'm sort of forcing my BF to drive me there. How can you walk so far from the LRT station up there in Bukit Jalil Stadium to the parking lot with so many bags. There's a lot of stairs also la. Someone must have lost their mind to put the stop there for the buses and who can blame them when they parade themself in luxury cars and never take the public transport for Hari Raya and yeah they got escorts for jam. Lucky them....

But my fate seems much worse than i feared. It started to rain. Heavily i say. You might say i'm lucky because i'm with my BF but damn them. The traffic got really heavy with 2 lanes only. On your left you could see peoples dragging their heavy beg to the bus station from the LRT station. And shivering in cold wet rain. What could they do, they can't hold umbrella with those heavy loads.

I myself was a bit skeptical about the rain. And when we get near to the station we can't get in. Yup, the car just get as far as the main road. The guards didn't allow my BF to drop me inside because they stupidly think we will not budge and cause jam inside the bus station. And guess what i have to dragged my beg in the rain. And i have to stay put at the Jejantas there standing for around half an hour because of the stupidity of the management. ANd then i have to get through the rain to look for my bus which only arrived at 7.30pm. Well, i cried certainly. Now i think that girl on the stair also deserved to cry with this horrible management of our Balik Kg.

Hey we also fasting damn it. Really i'm damn angry. They have no sense to let us in just for a drop, but then one man with a car they allowed him in to pick up his girl because they fucking know him. I ask them nicely to let us in but they just smile cynically and denied us but they damn friend they allowed. What a muse.... I hope next time mangement up there have a sense of humanity and why not you stand in the rain for us because we've done that for you a lots lots of time.. damn it

Daidomon Dinner Buffet

Daidomon is Not really worth it for me. Our bill for that dinner for 2 person is RM 126. and i ate not much. For one thing it's not charcoal barbecue, it's using gas but you certainly don't need oil. It is more like Korean than Japanese.

One thing that makes me wanted to try it because of the sashimi. I loved them but i got pretty disappointed. The Salmon doesn't seem fresh. The colour is dim orange not bright. And diversity is really out.

I rather eat 19.90 steambot and barbecue buffet at Restaurant Talipon, Kuchai Lama than here. Think this surely our last time. The only thing that i like is the beef tongue because it felt cheesy( first time oh i ate ), other than that it's just pretty normal.

If you really like Japanese Buffet just go and make reservation at Umaiya la. It's worth and the foods are really fresh. Last time i often went to the restaurant at The Place at Mutiara Damansara. I think it's already moved to Puchong but there's still one place in Damansara Utama. That one i haven't try la.

A Guy and A Fat Girl

It's been quite a while i want to post something based on the subject because i find it quite exciting and interesting. As i'm also fell into this cute size =) the insight of this matter is more clear than some other people i presume.

Commonly nowadays when you're taking public transportation you'll find this amusing scenario. In fact me myself will definately stumble upon one or two couple and they definately look really lovey dovey. Usually the girl will look at her boyfriend with warm smile and the guy will show their concern gestures. Some of us might be wondering how the hell a cute guy like that will end up with an elephant ....ha ha ha... but the truth is i think mostly because they feel loved, secured and being cared.

Guys they just merely pretending to be tough( believe me!!) at the outside but inside they are just purely childish and a bit sissy( not soft but mengada- ngada). When you are getting closer to you they will showed you something that you don't believe it ever existed, their true self.

So back to the topic. I think those guys with oversize girlfriend are really into something close to their heart, something comfortable and something warm. I ask my BF once why he don't mind me getting fatter. Of course la first he said he love me no matter what my size is ( lucky me !! ) but secondly he said he likes the fact that i'm not making such a fuss when eating time, not being too choosy and always will accompany him to eat. Not like skinny girl who will reject eating at night, eating less than normal and always skip dinner/lunch with him.

Also fatty girl were more tolerable and sweet because we soft at heart and we understand all emotions well because we have extensive experience on that =)

so that just it..

Guys like fatty girl merely because they just play themself as it is. With big heart and warmth and caring..who want to push that away, right!!!

Exercise Melts Body Fat

If you want to reduce your body fat, focus on increasing the amount of exercise you get rather than decreasing your food intake. A recent national study was done using two groups of sedentary men, one group in their 20's and the other over age 65. A lot was learned from this accumulated data and it is

interesting to note that there was a significant relationship between lack of physical activity and fat. Not surprisingly, the most sedentary men had the most body fat.

These studies have also indicated that the governments current recommended daily allowance for calories does not correlate with the body's actual energy needs. For example, although 2400 calories have been calculated for older men, they in fact burned an average of 2800 calories daily.

The leading experts now recommend that people who want to lose weight start increasing their physical activity. Just being more active in general (such as climbing the stairs instead of taking the elevator, moving around instead of sitting still, sitting up instead of lying down as well as showing some excitement and enthusiasm instead of boredom), are things that more effectively burns calories and reduces body fat.

Everyone seems to have lost sight of the value of being active. Consider this, a half-hour aerobic workout accounts for far less energy expenditure than our minute-to-minute movement in the office or at home.

Millions of Americans are trying to lose weight, spending approximately $30 billion a year on diet programs and products, often they do lose some weight. But, if you check with the same people five years later, you will find that nearly all have regained whatever weight they lost. A national panel recently sought data to determine if any commercial diet program could prove long-term success. Not a single program could do so.

Being seriously overweight and particularly obesity predisposes individuals to a number of diseases and serious health problems, and it's now a known fact that when caloric intake is excessive, some of the excess frequently is saturated fat.

People who diet without exercising often get fatter with time. Although your weight may initially drop while dieting, such weight loss consists mostly of water and muscle. When the weight returns, it comes back as fat. To avoid getting fatter over time, increase your metabolism by exercising

regularly.

Walking is one of the best exercises for strengthening bones, controlling weight, toning the leg muscles, maintaining good posture and improving positive self-concept.

To lose weight, it's more important to walk for time than speed.

Walking at a moderate pace yields longer workouts with less soreness - leading t more miles and more fat worked off on a regular basis. High intensity walks on alternate days help condition one's system. But in a walking, weight-loss program, you are not required to walk an hour every day as some people would have you believe.

When it comes to good health and weight loss, exercise and diet are inter-related. Exercising without maintaining a balanced diet is no more beneficial than dieting while remaining inactive.