Did Life Agree With me?

I don't know. Maybe they don't maybe i'm too hard or too responsible for my own good. It's just not a good  day for me either way. Mumbling something like this to the public. Ha!

Anyway it's my blog and i'm allowed to write anything in it. 

Sometimes i just hope i can left everything and someone will pick it up for me. But alas it's just dream. No one will ever let me be carefree and without burden. There will always something or someone to care and honestly i'm quite tired of it. Sounded selfish but tried to be in my position and you'll agreed that i'm in much overdue need of reprieve. 

Through out these years i made quite a fortune but there's always someone to help, something to pay and debts of others i need to pay for. I'm whining after good deeds i know, i know..so shoot me.. i'm allowed to whine..why won't i'm being allowed cause i've done all that with the purest of my heart and never asked to be repaid. But sometimes someone i helped tend to be thinking they are the world and it's my duty to help them without asking anything..not even appreciation and respect..

It's just pisses me off. And every time i need to tell myself that we don't grumble after helping and we certainly doesn't recount each and every bit of it. So here i am grumbling to the world anonymously, i'm being good here since i don't go shrieking to them about all these crap. Now i'm saying it's crap.. how delusional am i.. 

But i feel a lot better after all these rantings. But i do wish i can just walk away from everything and be irresponsible for once. Regretfully i am not that kind of person so i just have to bare with all this heart ache and hope god take pity on me and pave an easy way for me. 

Until then life just goes on and i'm allowed to be angry, swearing and locking my self in a room as long as i keep all these stupid moral responsibilities going on and make other people life easier whilst mine hell.. 

Life sucks! 

Me on Being A Person

I pledge to "Never Judge a Person Before You Knew Them" but sometimes you're the very person being judged. I know it sound so cliché but even real live can resemble television drama. Sometimes when i watch those Hong Kong Family dramas i was like arghh, urghh..why they don't just do that or do this but when it comes to real lives you knew you would let it be like that as well.  It's seems like total drama but real life sucks more than that. 

Sometimes i hope i can be an actor with scripts so that i have more guts to make different in life. In the end i'm not and i'm just hoping that people doesn't get me wrong. Cause it's easy to form an opinion about someone you hasn't met and think the worst about that person. 

But when you get to know me better you'll have the good person i am along with other benefits..ha ha seems like i'm promoting myself. It's just i'm tired of thinking like i've been tainted with darts and my judgement has passed. Now i'm the convicted felony and 100% the bad guy. 

Anyway whoever thinks i'm a bad story must be nuts. I have couples of idiots who would vouch that i'm the best thing in their lives ( ha ha totally perasan). But then people can think whatever they want and i cannot stop them also. So, i'll just go on with my wonderful life and pray they want to be in it as well.. 

Ayam Penyet - KL Festival City Mall

Yesterday nigh went here again. Owh..ha ha and we.re trying different restaurant every time. Anyway it's actually a nice franchise and the price quite ok. So why don't you try this Indonesian affair next time you don't know what to eat .

We took set which consist 5 rice, 1 jug Sirap Bandung, 3 main dishes (optional), 1 fish (optional), 1 Bakso (optional) and it cost Rm49 something. Not available on weekend and public holiday though. Then they both took ice cream and nuggets at kiddies section. Aiyo like want to burst my stomach only yesterday night. But the food quite good. 

My Breakfast

High Tea Buffet - Crystal Crown Hotel, Kepong

 The Birthday Cake - Ice Cream Coffee..

 Deserts - We love it here coz it's not too sweet..

 My plate - Just loves the Lasagna, so melting..yummeh

Cute cuppies, chocolates and cakes..

Now Eating..Yummy

Small size campaign type grapes. My dear bought for me yesterday when we dine at The Curve. Quite expensive but very sweet. Wah really nice whilst resting and watching tv.

Birthday Lunch

Bring my dear to lunch at the hotel today .. Guess where ?

 Happy birthday to my dear and may everything be well for you ;)

Monthly Gathering - Kaki Bising Eating Steamboat

I guess it has turn into monthly gathering for us at Festival City Mall. Yesterday nite we went there for a little dinner and chit chatting. This time we ate at Ketam Village Steamboat. Honestly, it's my fav and last time i always went to their branch in Desa Parkcity, Menjalara cause quite near to me. 

Yesterday Nurul was fasting so she got to choose the place and she pick this. It's ok for me cause i love it here and we like spicy food ( except for Zura). We got there around 6 plus and after prayer went to eat. 

My kasut baru..got it for a steal at RM19.90 there..

We took 2 person set around Rm38 i think then i add rice, Nurul's mushroom and Zura with Vege Balls. With my hot Chinese Tea, Fresh Orange for Nurul and Apple for Zura our total bill were RM 68.75 only. 

Anyway as Wangsa Maju is our meet point and i don't really like Wangsa Walk so i think Festival City Mall kind a rocks for our meeting place. It's near and it's easy for me to park my car and we saw they got movie theatre as well. So maybe we'll hang out next time to watch movie.